Stress… interviews and BEST VALENTINE’S DAY EVER

Hello, everyone! It has been a while (I always say this, but it’s true.)

Well, this post will be (kinda) long and divided into several parts. It was a long period of time since I posted, and I do want to catch up with everything that happened (Or at least some of it!)

(I do have awesome news at the end of the post )

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January: The month when I kind of realized I’m graduating.

January passed without major events in my life. Uni started quite late, so I don’t have much to tell about it, except for the fact that…

I. Started. My. Last. Semester. As. An. UNDERGRAD. aka I’m GRADUATING THIS JUNE.

**The actual date for graduation might vary because of strikes and stuff, but… it’s happening 🙂

I still can’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe I applied for graduation! (I won’t be able to believe it even when I graduate!)

Okay, apart from this, January was uneventful. I spent the month quite anxious because I finished my Pharmcas application in December and I was waiting for an answer. Or at least the link for my supplemental application. The link arrived with January, and that was that! I told myself I was not expecting anything, I was just trying for the sake of trying. (I still checked my email everyday even when my phone got push notifications for every email) The end of January arrived along with news that one of my friends got an interview for the school I had applied to (Yes, school. As in ONE pharm school) and, even though I knew for a fact that he had applied at least a month before I did… I started losing hope (the small amount of hope I had allowed myself to feel).

February: “Whoa, is this really happening?”

February, the month of love, and valentines and the full expression of capitalism 🤣  arrived… and I tried to stop thinking about grad school. I am only taking three classes this semester and I had to at least try to make it count! Six days along, I was minding my own business… and I got it. An email for an interview.

**My reaction went along somewhat like this.**

Still. The interview was three days after… and I was not prepared at all.

I went to the mall, bought an outfit, read A LOT about interviews for college and how they went (along with info about my specific program) and I was as ready as I could be! So, fast forward three days later… I was on my way to my (hopefully) future university with my mom and my phone’s GPS.

We got there 2. Hours. Earlier, expecting to be able to park close to the building and wait. That was not possible… So the guard let me enter the building and I got to the office. (They were really nice but I was dreading the long wait). When I entered the office, there were two girls (women? Do I start saying women on this case? I still don’t feel like a woman O.o) . The point is… they looked professional. Ready to be interviewed and being successful in the future. I did NOT feel like that, so I just prayed that my interviewers were nice enough to a person who did not feel as qualified.

The secretaries told a group of Pharmacy students to give me a tour, and I went along with them and asked them the questions I did not dared to ask during the Open House last June. (“Do I really have to buy an iPad?” Yes. “Do I have to wear a professional outfit all the time?” No, scrubs will do.) They were so nice (probably because they needed the points for a class they were taking, but they helped calm my stress so I appreciate it a lot). In the end they simply told me to go with the flow of the interview and that I would be fine. I went back to the office, met with the women who were going to be interviewed, and waited to be called. The secretary checked my transcripts and my data, told me everything was clear, and that was that.

The time of my interview finally arrived. To be honest, those 45 minutes were mostly a blur. I do remember them asking about my motivations (tricky question), about what defined me as a person and what frustrated people about me. (That one was particularly hard to answer.) They said to wait 3-4 weeks for a decision… and that was that. I got out, not entirely confident about what I had said, but really happy that they had been so nice and had listened to everything I said. My mom told me that even if buy any chance they didn’t accept me, I had a good experience. I would go through everything again. I felt comfortable, even after that stressful experience. 🙂

My friend had told me he received an answer days after his interview. I did not expect my situation to be the same. He does have better credentials (and GPA) than I do. I was willing to wait three weeks, after which I would probably start the process again. (And probably taking other exams to up my probabilites)

I woke up in Valentine’s Day particularly happy, for some reason. A lot of people asked me why I was so perky, and I really did not know. I mean… I was as single as the rest of the year. Perhaps it was the possibility of getting chocolate?

I spent the day with my friends, had lots of fun (and candy. Lots of candy.) And my Physics class arrived along with the news that we would take a home test. (That was reason enough to be happy, right?)

And then I got it. THE email. I literally got out of my classroom with my phone, ran and tried to call my parents. They. Did. Not. Answer. I was literally shaking and almost cried. I told my friend… I was out of the classroom for about 15 minutes while I calmed down. I probably won’t ever forget Valentine’s Day. It will be impossible to forget the day when my life changed.

Well… these are the news I have for you. Somehow, I am enough. And I still don’t believe it. (And I probably won’t until I get there.) I will try to keep you informed of all the steps I have to take from now on.

I’m proud to officially announce I’m in the NSU College of Pharmacy, Class of 2021. GO SHARKS!

Sleepovers, Scares and Staying at a Hotel

Well, people, it’s been a while…

 

I’m blogging from my study cave. (Yes, you read me right. Studying. In July… but don’t be sad for me, I literally started studying today. I’m okay, and procrastinating healthily while blogging) The time has come to prepare myself for the PCAT… a test that will probably define my whole future, but no big deal! *laughs nervously*

Being an adult is scary. I’m not even kidding, I haven’t been more nervous than the night I applied to take the PCAT. It’s not that bad, though. I don’t exactly have to get up early, which means I can work with my schedule, and I plan on studying with my friends. My vacations haven’t exactly been uneventful. I got really scared for a week or two while I didn’t know if I would have to get surgery… If you follow me on Twitter, you’ll know that it was, thankfully, a false alarm, and I got off with a December appointment and an order to exercise and eat better… (bye bye, pizza weekends!) … Right after I got that order I went to an hotel and basically broke that rule for two whole days, but I was saying goodbye! Don’t judge! 😀

 

(Yes, that’s my hair. Yes, that’s Graceling, AKA my favorite book in the whole world) I posted most of my pictures/videos on Snapchat (fearlesslynat, like the blog, just in case you were wondering :D)

These past days were amazing… And they weren’t the only thing I’ve done this summer! I finally had my first sleepover at María‘s on her birthday, and it was fairly one of the best days ever 🙂

 

 

 

Now that I told you about everything that has happened, more or less, I guess I can also tell you about movies/books/tv shows, right?

A month ago I told you I was watching Les Interpretes, right? It had a kind of disappointing ending, to be honest. It had such a promising beginning, and it had to end like that… *groans*. I wasn’t expecting more of the other one I was watching, which was good, because the ending wasn’t good, either. That’s why I ended up watching Descendants of the Sun… twice. Now I’m watching Beautiful Mind, Doctors and Lucky Romance… which are good… so far. I am up to date with Game of Thrones as well, which means I can read Pat‘s posts without fear of spoilers. Life is good, really.

I’ve also tried to catch up with my reading… but I only read Lady Midnight (I finished it!!) and started Graceling. I’m waiting for my friend to give A Court of Mist and Fury to me… I’m really excited about it because (1) Sarah J. Maas, duh. and (2) IT’S SIGNED! Which is basically a dream come true… although I still want to meet her someday.

Anyway, I think this was a nice update, and hopefully I’ll meet you again soon while I try to distract myself from Biology and *shudders* organic chemistry… *waves*

Things I *insert heart emoji*

Reading posts like this always make me happy, as sometimes it is nice to be reminded of the things that we enjoy in life. I love going through the words knowing that the person is really excited about what they are writing. It’s one of the things I love the most about Tumblr, for example, or at least the fandom side of it -until they start fighting about things that don’t make any sense…- but I’m rambling now.

My second assignment for Writing101 is to make a list -of things I love, of things I have learned, or things that I wish. I planned on writing a post of things I wished I had told my younger self, but I decided on keeping it simple for today. I also wrote a post like this last September, so it’s nice to revisit it! This one is way shorter, but I have been busy… and I am already a day late on this assignment, so here it goes! *goes back to the study cave after this*

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1. How books make me feel. It might seem like a cliché, but it is true. For some hours, I can become someone else, learn new things and just immerse myself in new things. (Or even better, to reread a book I have loved for years. I could list some books like Graceling and Harry Potter in this category). This is  why I hate reading slumps so much -they take a really important thing from me, for months, sometimes.
2. How awesome my family actually is. Kudos to them for helping me become the person that I am. My parents have always wanted me to make my own choices, and if they didn’t agree or I just couldn’t do it they talked to me and helped me understand. Plus, my love for the natural sciences and reading is mostly due to my mom. My dad has always worked for us to have a good life, and I will always be grateful for that. Last but not least is my “little”, annoying brother. Sometimes I just can’t stand him… but he has always wanted the best for us. He has the best intentions. Oh, well. xD
3. My friends, however few they actually are: Seriously, these are people that can actually stand me in my good and not so good days, AND there’s no blood relation between us (unless we’re talking about that one blood oath… but shhh xD). But really, it’s impressive, and I appreciate those people, even if I don’t deserve them. AT ALL.
4. College (And I’m not even kidding here). It’s hard as hell and sometimes frustrating, but it’s one of the most satisfying things I have ever done. And I’m not halfway done with what I want to do, so I hope I can keep on feeling like this for however long I stay.
5. This blog: Lately I don’t post as much as I used to, but this course is definitely sending me on the right path. SB&ST has helped me through some hard times, and there are people who I know will always be there for me. I also consider those part of #3 on my list!

I’m DONE with college! (for a week)

Summer is here!!

(At least for my classmates.) I am going to take a summer class (Immunology, I’m so excited!) in about a week, but I’m planning on enjoying my freedom until then.

I finished my sophomore year yesterday, which basically means I am halfway done with my bachelor’s degree. I cannot believe I’ve been doing this for two years now. It feels like my high school graduation was just yesterday! A lot happened during this year, and some things are still happening, but everything is falling into place somehow.

Yesterday was particularly good for me. Remember how I said one of my birthday resolutions was to get my GPA up? I’m on it! I still have a long way to go, but I am doing great. You should have seen my happy dance when I saw my chemistry grade.

*whispers* I am done with Organic Chemistry, and I do not have to repeat it! I am basically bursting with happiness, as it is one of the most important prerequisites to become a pharmacist, which is my current goal.

I must admit, that class was hard as hell, but I learned a lot, and I do not regret taking it with that particular professor. Even if she’s the most demanding one, she supported me until the end. Even my lab went great…! (I thought it would be hell, as I thought my lab professor hated me. I guess she realized I was doing my best :3) I’m also done with Human Biology. I will actually miss that class, even if it was demanding. I learned lots about the human body and how it works. It made me realize I’m on the right track!

Next year, I’ll be sure to slay Physics… ooh, and Human Genetics! Let’s hope it goes as nicely as it this one went. And that it is way more quiet… in a good way.

Well, this week I plan on binge watching Game of Thrones and Once Upon a Time… before I go back to the classroom next Tuesday. I plan on blogging way more now that I have more time. 😉

My Life Through Books Tag

I was tagged by the lovely Bridget to do this one, and it seems so fun!

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Baby: Did you like to read when you were little?

Yes. I learned to read at a very young age, and my parents have told me that even before that I loved listening to my mom when she read to me.

Toddler: What was your favorite picture book?

Uh… I really do not remember. I’m pretty sure it was one of these story compilations. It was blue… and had lots of fairytales. I loved it with a passion.

Child: Did you go through/are in a book ‘phase’? (Like reading the thickest books, reading all of an author’s books etc.)

Uh… I am still on my Harry Potter phase…! I also read the Chronicles of Narnia when I was little.

Tween: What books made/make you feel grown up?

I read 100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez. THAT one made me feel grown up. I still feel proud about that one. I plan on rereading it soon. 🙂

Teen: What are/where books that you rave/d about?

Twilight, I must admit. Mara Dyer, Shatter Me, Vampire Academy, The Fault in Our Stars… etc. Guys, I am in my last teen year, so yeah…

Adult: What are books that used to seem boring to you but now you really like?

The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafón. It’s one of my favorite books ever… Mom told me it was amazing, but I must admit I didn’t give it a chance until 2 or 3 years later… and I read it in English.

Elderly: What book from your childhood and/or teen years that you still cherish?

Harry Potter, of course, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Little Prince, The Da Vinci Code (I read that one when I was in 4th grade)… So yeah. 😀

So… I tag:

Batool

Anniewhere she goes

Coffee n’Notes

… and everyone else that wants to do it! 🙂

So… The Weekend’s Here!

Well, as I suspected, I haven’t had much time to blog lately, but that doesn’t mean life hasn’t been good! My schedule this semester is kind of nice for relaxing for some hours.

(I do miss you all, though!)

This weekend is meant for study time (nervous system, mechanisms and all…!), but I am willing to update you all with the wonders of my not so boring life.(Sense the sarcasm here?)

Anyhow, I finally got a new phone! It’s a Windows Phone and I have to get used to it. I only use Wi-Fi and apparently they don’t like that, so they punish me by taking my notifications away from me. I will not yield, guys! (I still have my iPad for posting and tweeting. So HA!) I still love it, though. It’s so nice and shiny! I have to buy a phone case.  😀

Also, remember how I said I wanted a job?

Well, while I was buying my phone I had to help the clerk to work some things out with another client. (He was also buying a Windows Phone) After I was done setting up my Microsoft account, I helped them, and the guy from the store asked me if I had experience with sales. I said no, but he said I could bring my resume anyway.

He asked me where I studied and what was my major. He also told me I could work with my schedule so I could study and stuff. When I went out, he asked me. Again…!!  I think there might be a chance, guys! I will probably give them my resume tomorrow. I am THAT excited. And it could be a good first job experience.

Wish me luck! I will probably blog again this weekend and tell you how everything goes. 🙂

The Versatile Blogger Award

I have been recently nominated (3 times :D) for the Versatile Blogger Award. Seriously, I can’t even start to thank you for appreciating this piece of my soul I’ve been sharing with you all. It’s nice and kind of incredible to know people remember my posts and possibly like them. 🙂

So… I was nominated by The Girl in Glasses, Dropping the Brick and Hannah Haynes. These bloggers are so special and they deserve so much. *hugs all of them* I am so thankful.

Anyhow, here are the rules!

• Show the award on your blog.
• Thank the person who nominated you.
• Share 7 facts about yourself.
• Nominate 15 blogs.
• Link your nominees’ blogs, and let them know.

FACTS:

1. I like my middle name, but I dislike people calling me by it. (Possibly because my parents called me that while they were mad with me XD)
2. I have worn glasses for about 13 years now. I can’t remember having to deal without them.
3. I am severely afraid of being alone. Of losing my family.
4. I deactivated my Facebook a month ago and it feels better than I thought it would.
5. I tried to write a novel once, but I gave up because I thought I wasn’t good enough.
6. Pizza is my life.
7. I’ve never been in a relationship before… and I’m afraid. :3

Well… Time to nominate some people!

Very Bangled | Recursive Words | Expressive Ponderings | Stay and Watch the Stars | Sapple Likes Adventures | Faraday’s Candle

The Liebster Award

Hello, everyone!

I had the honor of being nominated for the Liebster Award by the lovely Theodora Zheng! 🙂

It’s my second award and I’m too happy for words (Seriously, you have no idea.)

Okay, let’s do this!

Rules:

• Post 11 random facts about yourself

• Answer 11 questions asked by the person who nominated you

• Nominate 11 bloggers (with less than 200 followers) to do the same

• Let the bloggers know you have nominated know they have been nominated

11 facts about me… hm, let’s see:

1. I am pretty sure my patronus is a dolphin
2. I am addicted to the internet
3. For the reason above, I don’t have internet in my phone
4. My dream is to visit London.
5. I hope to meet Taylor Swift one day. (Or see her in a concert. I love her music)
6. I have recently started wearing lipstick and love it more than I thought I would.
7. I have no survival skills whatsoever, so I would be the first to die in a dystopia or a horror movie.
8. I get distracted too easily.
9. I watch too many TV Shows.
10. If I miss someone, I wait for him or her to make contact first from fear of being rejected.
11. I spend a lot of time in my room. 😀

Questions, questions, questions!! 😀

1. Do you prefer cities, suburbs, or villages?

Cities. Even though I have never lived in one, I love how they’re always alive and that everyone always has somewhere to go 🙂

2. Do you find it more productive to write longhand (pen, pencil, paper) or on a computer/typewriter?

Depends on what I’m writing. If it’s for school, I prefer to write longhand first. It helps me concentrate. If it’s for a blog post, I actually prefer writing directly into a computer because I can edit while I’m writing. (I know, I’m weird like that!)

3. What’s your favorite flavored drink?

Huh, I might have to say a strawberries and cream frapuccino 😀

4. What is the dream closest to your heart (that you’re willing to share)?

To find love someday. 🙂

5. What song has been stuck in your head? Or what song have you been listening to recently?

Oh, this one’s easy. Blank Space by Taylor Swift 😀

“Darling I’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream!” 😉

6. Name something you do to destress.

Blog, read, listen to music, watch TV shows, etc xD

7. Describe your current fashion, and ideal fashion. If they’re different, what’s stopping you?

Current: a T-shirt, jeans and tennis shoes. Anything comfortable. My ideal fashion is to wear dresses, boots and everything with a skirt 😀 What’s stopping me? Both laziness and the fact that I have to wear jeans and comfortable clothes to my labs.

8. Why do you smile each day?

My family, music and my friends.

9. What’s the most pressing issue facing the world today? Not just America or your specific country, but the globe.

The fact that most of the people haven’t accepted that globalization is real, and that we’re all the same. Things have changed in the world, and the fact that centuries old prejudice is still going on sickens me.

10. How do you feel about Tuesdays?

I like Tuesdays. I like that they are not Mondays (I hate Mondays) and that I’m getting used to the week’s work. I also like the classes I take on Tuesdays next semester! 😀

11. Is the penny useful?

This is a curious question. I like the idea of pennies. I like that they’re small, and that without them, a dollar is not a dollar. 😀 (curious question, curious answer xD)

Now, for my questions!!

1. What’s your favorite article of clothing? Why?

2. What’s your favorite song?

3. If you could choose a quote to live on for the rest of your life what would it be?

4. Have you made any of your dreams come true?

5. What’s your favorite book?

6. Favorite movie?

7. If you had to choose something to eat for the rest of your life, what would that be?

8. What’s your favorite word? Least favorite word?

9. Dream job?

10. Dream place to travel to?

11. Happiest day of your life?

So, I’ll tag some people (I don’t know how many followers they have, so I really don’t care! xD)

One Less Lonely Blog | Inertial Confinement | I Can’t Possibly Be Wrong All The Time | Oh, Read it in a Day | Feminine and Feline | The Girl in the Little Black Dress

Finally feeling the Christmas Spirit!!

Hello, people! As you might have seen if you follow me on Twitter, I have been going through a bit of stress lately, finals week and all, but not anymore! I finished my last final today!

Yes, my dear followers, the time has come. CHRISTMAS BREAK IS HERE, and Nat is ready to

(And no, I will not build a snowman because, even though I do want to build one, I live in PR. Limits do exist, you know)

I am free now for a whole month! Someone give me a sock because

I plan on doing quite a few things this Christmas break. I will binge watch TV Shows and will probably watch LoTR and Star Wars for the first time in my life. (Do not judge me. I know I lost my nerd privilege long ago because of this). I will also work on a few blog posts I have planned, including a list of my favorite books from 2014. I have wanted to do this for a while and I’m so happy to be able to do it now! Not everything is fun, though, and I plan on studying for my classes before I even take them. (Synthesis, mechanisms and nervous system, here I come!)

Anyhow, people, time for me to leave… for now. You’ll see quite a bit from me this month and a half.

LoveLoveLove, Nat